My laptop spoiled. :(

Okay, I am going to announce some bad news here.
I don't think I will be able to blog with pictures for some time due to my computer going haywire.
When I switch on my laptop, the display just goes black and doesn't show anything on the screen.

So I try finding tips on YouTube or google.
I tried a technique that works for most people. I unplug my computer and just press the power button for 60seconds, and plug the power supply in and try switching on again, but it doesn't seem to help.

The comments in YouTube suggested that I should do it three times using the technique above.
They say third time usually works as a charm.

Haih. I tried for about 6times, my computer gets even worse in the end. Haha sometimes doing things excessively doesn't seem to be a good thing.
At first, I can see the screen for a few seconds, then black screen appears. And then few seconds later, I see the screen again, and then poof, black screen again. My computer is getting naughty nowadays. Playing this kind of trick with me. Lol!
This is the first time I face this kind of problem with my computer. :X


Hopefully I will find out what problem is going on with my laptop
Btw, I am updating with my iPad in case you are wondering how do I update this post.

Drinking a cup of chocolate.

woooo. Latte. (xoxo)

Sometimes I think chocolate and milo are twins.=P

Hot chocolate is the beverage I usually order when I go to some coffee shops like starbucks.
Sometimes although the taste of chocolate is quite similar to milo, but I still prefer chocolate.
Drinking a cup of hot chocolate always make me happy for the rest of the day! =P

Due to my great thirst, I drank almost 5/6 of the cup in roughly about 30 seconds once I get my drink.
My friends was so shocked that they raised their voice and told me that I should drink it slowly and enjoy every sip of it. WHY DRINK SO QUICKLY??
I felt like as if I have done something wrong.=X
Later, I try to finish the remaining chocolate (1/6 of it) in about 5 minutes.
After drinking the 1/6 of the cup (in a recommend amount of time which an average person would drink), I only come to realize I should slow down in my life and do things slowly and enjoy the progress of it - just like drinking a cup of chocolate.

LOL
Okay, I know this is quite a lame blog post!!! haha but don't care la!

Being nice ?

There are some things that really pissed me off recently.
Sometimes you are just being nice to others,
and others just don't feel the same way & might even say stuffs that hurt you

Eg.
Mr X. got a haircut.
And the next day, Mr.B notices it and said to Mr.X: "did you went for a haircut?"

Then Mr.X replied by isn't this obvious enough? What kind of stupid question it this?






I just couldn't stand those people who respond in this manner.
Why the mad or angry face?It is only a simple question.

Okay, you might be thinking what is the point of asking such questions?
Then I would like to ask what is the point of talking?
If you observe carefully, what we usually chat actually doesn't have much meaning a lot of times.
We just talk for fun and enjoying each other's company.


From the situation above, why Mr.B bothers to ask this question anyway?

Mr.B is showing his interest to whether Mr.X got his haircut the day before.
He gets nothing from the answer. No benefits at all.
He might be creating a topic to talk about and he chose a wrong topic to initiate the conversation.
BUT WHY RESPOND IN AN ANNOYED WAY TO SOMEONE WHO JUST TRYING TO BE NICE AND CARE FOR US??!!!?

There are really people out there who really acted like the example above.
No matter what you say, they will just respond to you in a way that you feel you have said something wrong.
But many times it's not your fault, and I can guarantee that!
I thought I said something wrong when people are mad with me.
It had been months I were reflecting on what I have done wrong to deserve others to treat me this way.

Now I realize that it is their problems. If you were to say the same thing to your close ones, they will definitely not react the way that "those people" reacted.

Sometimes being nice to some people just doesn't worth it at all.

It is not because when you treat them nicely, they don't treat you back the same way.

It is because even when you treated them in the best way that you could, they would still treat you like a piece of trash. 

Treat someone else who you think deserves it with your best!

Sorry for blabbering again.
I really needed to express all of my pent-up anger and frustration due to long time of suppressing it.

Kpop =D

I am a kpop fan. I was very into kpop when I was about 19 years old.
Now I still do listen to kpop songs, but not so crazy like a few years ago.

My favorite group is no other than f(x). There are 5 members in the group.

The reason I love them is because they are unique in their own special way. Their style really appeals to me.
And basically almost all of their songs stands out from many other kpop groups to me.

2ne1, B1A4, Girl's Day and BAP are other groups that I like a lot too.

The only sad thing is all my family members don't really like kpop songs.
The main reason is because they don't understand anything from the song and they feel like they are listening to Indian songs.

So being the only one in the family who likes kpop, it is quite hard at times.
No one to share my bias with. LOL
(Every time when I put on some kpop songs and started singing, someone would ask me to turn it off)

But luckily sometimes my family members are quite understanding, they would allow me to listen to maybe 3 or 4 kpop songs first before they listen to their songs. =D

There are a lot of bad comments people make about kpop.
They comment stuffs like :

- They all look the same. ( Many people have someone that look alike with them too. There are many celebrities that look alike besides korean celebrities.)

- They always dance and sing in all the video. (erm, I thought they are singers/ entertainers/ dancers? What should they do besides this?)

- Their songs keeps repeating with the same phrase/tune/chorus.etc.
(Songs of other languages are quite into repetitive lyrics too, catchy song is fun and easy to sing.)

- I don't understand what they are singing. (Sometimes some songs which are of the language we know, we may not able to understand what the singers are singing too.)

*No matter what language is used in the song lyrics, they are all songs, there is no difference. Enjoy the rhythm and the voice of the singer!

Try to listen to more songs with an open heart and mind even if you don't know the language.
Soon enough, you will have a greater variety of songs to listen to.
(I listen to Indian songs too. No kidding!)

Okay, I am just blabbering today.Because I couldn't retrieve my photos in my phone to update about my experience in ESCAPE. Hopefully I can figure out a way to get those photos into my pc.

Okayy.. Goodnight! 11.30pm Time to sleep!

Bad boys are better?

Girls usually love bad boys. I am not sure why.
Maybe boys look attractive when they are bad and girls look attractive when they are good.
(This is my own stupid theory. haha you can disagree with me.)

Still remember shows like The Powerpuff Girls, Totally Spies and Winx Club?

As a boy, don't you love those girls that are kind and save the world by fighting the villains?
Or is it just me?





Boys are more attractive to girls when they are bad, don't you think so?
Probably because bad guys can help to give a sense of security to the girls when there is any danger.
Bad here doesn't mean bad to the extent of doing something that hurt others.
But bad as in don't usually do what others tell them to do, not doing anything in order to please others and usually don't smile too much.

Some studies have been done:
Many girls generally find men who appear confident with a proud face more attractive than smiling men. They tend to associate males who smile a lot to be more of a feminine side.  

They don't care about how others feel that much compared to nice guys.
That may be the most important reason that girls like them.

I find that through my own experience, no one like to be treated too nicely.
Many of them feel that they are unworthy to be treated that way.
Some people also may get uncomfortable, because they feel the need to do something in return.

Do you like someone who treats you nicely the first day you meet them?
I believe many people will feel bored and eventually don't find that "nodding head to everything" an attractive quality anymore.

Sometimes it is acceptable to be bad!
Because being too good to someone doesn't help to make you more attractive.

Sometimes it is good to say "NO" even to the girl that we like the most.
Pleasing the opposite sex every time is not a good move to make.
It is better to be genuine than be nice. ^^

Don't be a nice guy. Don't be a bad guy.
But  be someone between the two extreme is the best in my personal opinion. A little bit of this and a little bit of that. =D

Random thought

It's 2014 already. I don't think there is many people reading blog nowadays.
Although popular blogger still have some readers constantly checking out their blog, but I don't think there will be anyone who will spend their time to read some blog like this one. My close friend even refuse to take the time to read what I write. How sad. ;X

Nowadays, there is a lot of people using dayre to update their life instead of blogspot.
Some people might do stuffs like vlogging.
But I just love using blogspot and typing out words!
I couldn't forget how excited I was when I was updating my blog a few years ago.
Can't forget those fun time editing my blog.='D

*Sometimes I spend some time to view my old blog: openedheartclosedmouth.blogspot.com
How emotional and silly I was 4/5/6 years ago.

Sadly due to my bad memory, I forgot the password to access to my old blog.
So I was forced to create a new blog. And this blog is actually a SEASON 2. LOL
(That's why my blog name is openedheartclosedmouth2.blogspot.com)

I feel like many assignments/exams will be coming soon and take up most of my free time to update my blog.
Anyway hopefully I will still be able to keep this blog updated almost everyday.
I will do my best to update as frequently as possible! Please stay tuned for more updates!

I screamed like a girl.

This is actually a rat. Don't comment about my drawing please. XDD

What will you do if you see a rat running in front of you?
I ran after seeing a rat rushing into a drain just one meter away from me.
As I run, my friend stopped me and as I turn my head, I saw a creature with green eyes glowing in the dark.
Okay, it is just a cat.
But I think I got a heart attack. (*Demi Lovato - heart attack -> nice song)

I SCREAMED like a girl. Those who are eating nearby turn their head and look at me. EMBARRASSED.
I couldn't control myself not to shout.Luckily no one knows or recognize me.
HAHA So I continued to walk with my friend on the street.
My friend just couldn't stop laughing about my broken high-pitch note. =="

Sunday is the saddest day ever. Because there is not much food to eat around my apartment.
I am an ectomorph. Its damn hard to maintain my weight. I need to eat at least 4 meals a day to not lose my muscle/fat! Thanks to my friend who accompany me to go get some foods to eat. If not, I will be eating some biscuits/breads already.

Went for a counselling session. =D

Some people are actually afraid to go for counselling. Because they don't want to face their problems.

However, the longer we don't face our fears, the bigger they will become. 

And eventually, the fear will get really intense and hard to deal with. So embrace your fear!

Quote of the day

*The purpose of life is to be defeated by greater and greater things. - Rilke

Others don't see the point to go counselling. They feel it is a waste of time. 

But since I have personally try out a few counselling sessions throughout these few years, I must say it is an amazing experience. 

I went for counselling a few days ago. 

I am not really sure what's wrong with me. (maybe there is too much things going on in my mind)

(Sometimes we don't know where and how to start tackling our problems in life.)

Anyway my intention to go for counselling is to get some advice on everything/anything. 

The counselor did a very great job, because I got a lot of valuable advice and felt relaxed after the session. 

I also heard that if you have been suppressing your emotions or rigid in your thinking, you might feel very tired after a counseling session and want to have a nap. Well that is normal. 

Because it means that you are starting to break your negative mental patterns that you have been holding so firmly in your belief. ( I have experienced this too)

During the session, we just had a conversation like a friend. And we learned from each other.

Some photos from the counseling session: 

(Can you understand what I am trying to express through these toys and their arrangement in the sand tray? )

If you have never try before a counselling session, go have a try! 

You won't regret ! (Make sure you find a good counselor though) 

Spontaneous outing to paradigm mall (movies)

My friend told me that divergent is a super GOOD movie. Captain America is great too, but it is just that for Captain America, you are going to have heart attack for almost the entire length of the movie. And for divergent, from what I heard from my friend, a mixture of emotions can be felt.

I personally would vote for Captain America and Divergent as one of best movies for 2014. (Even though I haven't watch Divergent, just by watching the trailer and hearing feedback from my friend, it is definitely going to be worth watching!)

Went out to paradigm mall and watch iceman. But the ending was..... It is a movie about a dynasty warrior that comes into the today's world by some sort of machines that actually preserves them. The warriors are super good in martial arts. Loved the way they 'fly' and fight at the same time. XD

Bought some breads at night because they have reduced all of the bread prices by half. 

The moment when I tried to bite on the bread, it couldn't be teared off by my teeth.

The bread is as hard as a rock. No pun intended.

And we had korean food for dinner. 

Dolsot bimbimbap - one of my favorite food to eat whenever I dine in korean restaurant.  

Flowchart of what happen today:
Class until 11am - did some projects and wait for my friend till 4pm - had korean dinner - watched ice man in paradigm mall - window shopping - bought 2 rock-hard breads home - eat some popcorn offered by my housemate's gf - blog - sleep

After I came back from paradigm mall, I saw two bags stuffed with a lot of chanel stuffs in the living room. And I asked how much did she bought.
She said it is more than RMXXXXX. I am not sure whether she is lying or telling me the truth.
Even if it doesn't cost as much as she said, it sure will cost a fortune.(at least for me)

I am feeling depressed now, because I am not earning any amount of money at all (I am still studying). 

And she already earned so much to buy herself the things she like. 

I will catch up eventually!!! FIGHTING!!

Cant wait to watch this! May 22th!!

My friend collapsed. =(

If you are reading this, I am actually writing this at 12.30am. I want to keep my blog updated everyday. =)

We had a practical session this morning in our school.
And we are told to read the manual before going to class. The lecturer even say it is compulsory, if not don't come to the class.
So I spent 2hours to read the manual, only to find out that no pre-reading is required.
The lecturers just did some demonstration and we just follow what they did.
I am quite angry actually.
I could have use that time reading the manual to do something else.

I really don't like it when the lecturers don't really mean what they say in the class.
They told us about what is covered in the exam and even asked us to focus on some chapters.
They seems so nice to give some guidance on what to study..
Then when you sit for the exam, you only realize you are dead.
The lecturer basically just forget what they say is important & did some FREESTYLE with the exam questions. ARGHHHH.. punching the wall with my fist!
But I still feel glad that there are still some lecturers(maybe one or two) who actually keep their words.

Practical session:
We are required to take some measurements of the body such as height, weight and etc. *Skin fold measurements
I found that I got 13.5% of body fat during the class, is this counted as fat? Hopefully not.
And the most embarrassing moment today was to find out that I am are actually a lot shorter than I think I am.

I was 168 cm before I enter the class, but then somehow I got 164.6 cm as my measurement.
There is something wrong with the measurement equipment or my friends measured wrongly!!!?
I still can't accept the fact that I am that short.
How can a man be so short?

The scariest moment in my life today
I thought I would not see my friend anymore. 

While the lecturer was giving a demonstration of the procedure, my friend collapsed in front of me.
I was completely shocked and have no idea what I could do. I wanted to help, but I am just completely stunned at that moment.
Luckily she was alright after that. She then tell us that she faints because she has a very low blood pressure.
Hope she will take good care of herself and eat more.

Anyway, I really need to start to appreciate my friends more from now onwards. =)



Okay, time for sleep. It's super late and there is a morning class tomorrow. Nights!!

Super random food picture! Why post this?
BECAUSE I LOVE FOOD!

I am HUNGRY all the time.
Urgently need a food buddy that is free 24/7 to hunt food together with me so badly.=/

Finally done..

If you read my previous blog post, I said that I did some preparation for my class test.
But there is something that I forgot to mention, I actually have 4 class tests, 1 class test per week.
It was pretty exhausting.

During those weeks that I have exams, I kept feeling hungry, regardless of how much I eat.
I think when you study, your fuels are all depleted to feed your brain, that's why I get hungry so easily even if I have already eaten 5 meal a day. haha
(DOES STUDYING HELP YOU TO BURN CALORIES?)

Anyway thankfully the class tests are finally over. *my results are like....... okay, don't wanna talk about it.

Good news: I can finally enjoy some kpop videos and watch some funny videos by some awesome youtubers like (FAV: Mirandasings), JoeyGraceffa, NigaHiga and etc.
After enjoying for a few days, I suddenly recall that I still have 5 assignments or projects that I have been procrastinating. No more fun time for me, time to get some work done!!

How I wish I can sleep for an entire day.=/

Life is really filled with never-ending challenges. =X
When you don't have exam, you have assignments.
When you don't have assignments, you have exams.
This is UNIVERSITY LIFE. LOL gotta bear with it..

Was really moody today for not getting the result that I was expecting for my class test.
Anyway I think there is nothing to do about it anymore other than accepting it.
Failures won't beat me down, will try harder next time! =D

When your friends leave you for ..

Sometimes no matter how close we are to a friend, that friend eventually find someone that they want to spend the rest of their life with - BOYFRIEND/ GIRLFRIEND and choose to be with them over us.(99% of the time)

Have you ever had that experience that your best friend leave you for his girlfriend or her boyfriend?
I think it is quite normal for people to do that. I see that quite often in my school. I will do the same too if I have a gf.

But I don't like those people who neglect their friends completely after they get into a relationship.
How can someone just ditch their best friend to spend all the time with their loved one. Some couples even go to the extent of not mixing with any friends at all and be together 24/7.
I understand that they really enjoy the time together a lot. But how about friends?

Guess nowadays no one cares about friends anymore.
What are friends for? for benefits and a tool for enjoyment only? And when you get the enjoyment with your bf/gf then you ignore your friends ? Sighsss...

I know that there are still friends out there who will really care for each other. But I just hope those people who are in a relationship can spend more time caring for their friends.
Some people tell me that having friends are useless, they will get married sooner or later and have kids and ignore you too. How negative. LOL

Anyway everyone have their own opinion.
Do you think friends are still important if you get into a relationship?

Why hurt others?

Those people who hurt others, do they really feel good in the process of doing it?

I always love to scroll down the video in Youtube and read some comments.
And I always see some mean people posting nasty comments. 

They don't even know that youtuber in real life and most of the time they judge others based on the video. Sometimes they even post bad comments just to make the person making the video feel bad without taking the time to watch the video. 

What's the point of doing that? 

What's wrong if someone is better than us?

The only thing that we can do is to work harder or smarter to become better or at the same level as that person. That's better than commenting bad stuffs about others just to make ourselves feel better.

What's wrong to get good grades?  

Many people like to tease those who always get good grades in class. They will say stuffs like you must be studying whole day long to get that result, how lifeless you are. I mean those that get good results work hard for it or at least spend some time to prepare for the exam. They deserve the good grades! There is no need to be jealous. 

Some people might feel good making others feel bad about themselves, because they feel superior at that moment. 

But in the long run, those people that try to hurt others either intentionally or unintentionally will soon realize that when they hurt others, they hurt themselves too.

Don't feel bad when others say bad stuffs about you.

You should feel bad for them as they feel that they are not good enough and insecure to try to drag you down. 

You should help them instead of being upset with yourself. =) 

Random food picture time. HAHA I love to be random!
My brother made this. After he went UK to further his study, I think he had became a great cook.

It may look very simple to make for some people. But sure not for me.
I would take about 10 hours to cook this. Okay, I am lying, maybe 1 hour will do.
I am going to go continue my study, tomorrow I am having a class test. =X

Bye... Goodnight, sleep tight everyone!

Haircut + Explore endah parade + cooked dinner with housemate..

My friend told me a few days ago he was going to go grocery shopping and he asked me to whether I want to go with him or not. But I couldn't make up my mind, because there is this class test coming up.

My mind : You should stay at home, cook yourself, you can save more time for study.

I ignored my mind chatter. and went out.

I had a haircut there. I was a bit disappointed with my haircut. My fringe was so short, I think I look hideous without my fringe covering my BIG face. haha anyway thank God, hairs grow.

I always thought Endah Parade is called Carrefour. 

Because whenever my friends want to go there to buy some foods, they often say "we want to go Carrefour". Luckily my friend corrected me today that the whole building is known as Endah P.

I also bought some pizza from Carrefour. It was only Rm9.90 for a 12inch pizza. 

*I finished it the whole pizza myself.@@ I was surprised too.

And another thing is that I just found out that there is badminton court, karaoke, and a spa center on 4th or 5th floor in E.P. LOL the brochure that was given to me and my friends really made us curious and  really go explore in the end! And thanks to my stupid big mouth, I asked him to take the stairs, because it is healthier than taking the lift. Then I got really tired after walking up. REGRET for giving healthy advice. =X  

I tried Subway, KFC in Endah P before, but I have never try Station Kopitiam, so I decided to try out some new foods. The foods there turn out to be okay. =P 

The best part eating there is that there is a television for entertainment. And that time the show playing there was THE AVENGERS. Love all MARVEL shows.<3 

Watching tv while eating makes the food taste better too.

Dinner time!

Cooked with my housemate. The first time "collaborate" with him. =="

We cooked too much. I end up eating a plate of fried rice which can be shared with at least among 3 people.

Stomach full until I almost faint. *Exaggerating. LOL

Okay, 11pm d.. Shall sleep soon. NIGHTSS!!  

Dinner at Sri Petaling + Met a celebrity

Headed out for dinner with my dad at Sri Petaling.
Didn't expect anything out of the ordinary to happen. Just usual dinner with my dad.
Some chit-chatting and stuffs.

Suddenly, there was someone that walked pass my dining table.
He is a TVB Hong Kong actor. No wonder so many people that were eating turn their heads to take a glance at his appearance.

My dad totally have no idea who is that guy. *blur face

I am really happy today. Because I always feel like celebrities are some sort of superheroes and they do things differently than the average person.
Okay, now I know that celebrities do come out to eat dinner too. HAHA

But I always feel that celebrities are always so confident and charimastic, they sort of catch people's attention wherever they go. How did that they do it? Their gifted appearance, maybe? XD


PS : Too bad today I was not in the mood to take pictures. So no pictures in this post.. =X

Spaghetti! and some brisk-walking in midvalley.

I decided to cook some spaghetti this morning for my breakfast and also for my friend. Since I have not much cooking experience, I searched on youtube to get some recipes to get an idea of how to cook.

Anyway, in the end, I simply cook it my way, without following the recipes online. Lacking one ingredient in the recipe doesn't really make much difference. And sometimes we need to follow the FLOW to cook.

End product:

It doesn't look appetizing here. But it was super delicious to me, because I love the cheese so much.

After we finish our breakfast, we head to midvalley to do some brisk-walking exercise, since we didn't really have any plan in our head what to do there.
Basically we just ended up walking here and there. Sounds boring? =X


Lunch at sushi king in mid valley:

Hot green tea. LOL

yum yuummm.. 

The set meal I always order.<3

My friend ordered this. and he said that the salmon was really nice!

I always wanted a long-sleeved shirt. Finally bought one today.Love it!! =D

Dinner that I cooked. A meal that is simple and healthy. Feels so good to eat light meals at night.


Going to sleep early tonight. 11pm. I will break my own record for this year, as I haven't really have a night which I fall sleep before 11pm. Gonna do it today! XD

First post!! =D

Okay before starting this first post on my blog. I am going to say that this blog is going to be super random and pointless at times. HAHA but anyway I want to record some events that happen in my life and hopefully one day when I read back this blog, I will be able to recall some life events that had happened. 

PS : (I am getting old)

These big prawns tastes so good!! =D (Ate this with my dad) 

Every once in a while I get to eat theses good foods if my dad come over to my place to visit me. 

If not, I will need to eat economy rice everyday.  how boring. =X 

Foods that my housemate offered me. (so blessed to have such a GENEROUS housemate)

It was a bit salty at first, so I added some hot water to dilute it. And it was a great dish to add to my dinner that I have already brought before my housemate started cooking.

Orange! I was so excited that I am able to eat some fruits( because I haven't been eating fruits lately)
Guess what?!! I had a super big ulcer on my cheek which hurts really bad when I eat the orange, so in the end I gave it back to my housemate.

But I am still able to eat 3 small orange pieces!
It was super painful though. Every bite on the orange was like a needle poking through my cheek.

Regarding the ulcer, I had already use some sea salt diluted with water to gargle for about 2 minutes this afternoon. Hopefully the ulcer will be gone by tomorrow.

Okay OFF to sleep.. =D